Trying to paint a 2 dimensional picture onto a 3 dimensional object is difficult. It's like you can't possibly see it correctly from all angles at the same time. That's how life is too! Am I going to trust my small perspective based on the little I can see? Or will I trust and follow the wisdom of ONE who can see everything, from all directions, at all times. He's got the true BIG PICTURE! So I will trust that God's advice is what's best for my life. Too bad it took me so many years to figure that out!