8/16/19 Acceptance and Grace
One of my biggest struggles has been the acceptance that my illness is here to stay. Every time I am feeling better I try to sweep it under the rug like it never existed, and boldly make plans for my life going forward. And then....I have some kind of a set back. I used to believe that I only had a purpose and only deserved love if I was always performing and accomplishing. So every time my health made plans impossible, I would angrily quit instead of just patiently tweaking